Oh, those orchids...
Listening to: A new music crush.
Today's Bliss Formula: Low 70's for the high today. Perfection in my book. Speaking of books, a big reading and journal writing day. And sitting outside. Later tonight, a fire under the stars.
In the sepia tones of my dreamscape,
I emerged, yellow caped, from the giant evergreened
woods and walked carefully onto the frozen
lake. With purpose, knowing what I was to find,
knowing I would not fall through, I made my way
to myself, frozen and blue, gripping narcissus, mouth
spilling blood red pomegranate seeds under the ice
of this small lake in these big woods under this
brown cold sky. With pick ax, I began the long,
arduous job of releasing my corpse from its
mausoleum. Breath and ax on ice were the only
sounds in an otherwise silent movie. An old, wooden,
red-bladed sled with roped handle presented itself
at the moment it was needed, and I easily lifted my
stiff corpse and lay her on the aged, splintered
surface. I made my way back to the woods, occasionally
looking over my shoulder at my frozen body, expecting --
what? I did not shout to rise, to wake, to live, to breathe,
to be. I kept pulling and my feet crunched into newly
fallen snow, having covered the prints I had made on my way
out. I pulled toward those woods waiting in the distance
and I pulled my dead, frozen self into those wood, under
the canopy, but as in most dreams, I returned to the beginning
again and again, to the moment of discovery, to the moment
of the magically appearing pick ax, to the moment
filled with recognition and resignation, to the duty
of lifting and hauling.
I emerged, yellow caped, from the giant evergreened
woods and walked carefully onto the frozen
lake. With purpose, knowing what I was to find,
knowing I would not fall through, I made my way
to myself, frozen and blue, gripping narcissus, mouth
spilling blood red pomegranate seeds under the ice
of this small lake in these big woods under this
brown cold sky. With pick ax, I began the long,
arduous job of releasing my corpse from its
mausoleum. Breath and ax on ice were the only
sounds in an otherwise silent movie. An old, wooden,
red-bladed sled with roped handle presented itself
at the moment it was needed, and I easily lifted my
stiff corpse and lay her on the aged, splintered
surface. I made my way back to the woods, occasionally
looking over my shoulder at my frozen body, expecting --
what? I did not shout to rise, to wake, to live, to breathe,
to be. I kept pulling and my feet crunched into newly
fallen snow, having covered the prints I had made on my way
out. I pulled toward those woods waiting in the distance
and I pulled my dead, frozen self into those wood, under
the canopy, but as in most dreams, I returned to the beginning
again and again, to the moment of discovery, to the moment
of the magically appearing pick ax, to the moment
filled with recognition and resignation, to the duty
of lifting and hauling.
--christine c. reed
3 comments:
Christine,
Do you live in Erie? Your profile lists your hometown as "Lake Erie, PA" and you mentioned the Erie mayor in one of your earlier posts...
I'm originally from Erie! Grew up in North East, but I'm now living in North Carolina. Would LOVE to move back to Erie, though. I hate to admit I miss the winters... And definitely the lake... :)
Love your blog. Just found it through "Hip Tranquil Chick."
I love the orchid photos - I raise some orchids myself and love taking pictures of them when in bloom - I've posted several - they always fascinate me.
I'm looking forward to trying to paint them - the new art book should provide training in the techniques I need.
Welcome, Amy! YES, I live in Erie. I was JUST in North East, picking blueberries, which I wrote about a few days ago (or over a week, I can't remember!). The winters...as I get older, I realize how much I love them, so I know what you mean by "hating to admit that." And since we haven't had a car, the winters actually are my favorite part of that "experiment." No anxiety over driving; I can just stand at the bus stop and watch the blizzards blanketing the earth. Breathtaking. Come back to us, Amy!
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